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12:33am 13/08/2003
  hi.. you guys are all coming correct.

everyone knows me so well, and knows everything about me, my opinions, my psycholigical state, my way of thinking, my ethics, who i really am, what its like to know me, how i treat people, how i feel about people, how unstable i am, how truly insecure i am, and so forth. so i really dont see any sense in this.

yea ive said it before, but i got bored and updated and got hooked again. livejournal is a fucking evil habit, just like ebay and everything else this stupid computer brings us.

go ahead and be hilarious and talk shit about me, since not one of you know me at all. and if you think you are the exception than thats a fucking hilarious notion, because you are not. you know nothing about me....you have some idiotic idea of who i am, or what you think i act like. but you know nothing. you didnt know me in high school, or who i was [some of you may have went to school with me, and made assumptions, but you had no fucking clue who i really was, nor did you care..so dont pretend their was any difference between my "cliques" and yours]

please continue to think about me, and this false image you think i portray, because its really cool to do that, especially when you have never even said one word to me, or even cared enough to talk to me, but you can waste precious time talking shit about me in various mesg. boards, journals, etc...

please go on and make fun of the obvious too. its no secret i am extremely insecure and have suffered from countless eating disorders for the past 4 years. yes i used to be really fucking fat, then i got deathly looking thin, im sorry im not as perfect as some of you, and spend most of my days worrying about body image, laugh it off if you want, but this is the most truthful i have ever been in this fucking journal.

if you need to make fun of me and my band, i heard there is this awesome mesg board on the Umaine system, something like ska and punk. which is weird, but if someone wants to call mts a punk or ska band, then have fun with that one, fucking idiots. maybe if you spent less time thinking of things i do that you hate, and more time being nicer to people, you wouldnt be so anti everyone and everything in this world.

in addition... prank calling my cell phone is funny, i think its funny, probabaly more than you do....especially when you talk thru a device that alters your voice, but then you are too clumsy to properly use the device, and i hear your very own voice. way to use your head darling.

ah shit, i suppose thats it. its been a good time, i started this thing before that whole trend caught on, and it was actually fun sharing thoughts with your friends, but now a days its so very cool to put others down and it has got out of hand.

i cant believe i let this thing actually get to me... obviously if i left the comments on, they would be filled within 5 min. because some people live off this journal, which is flattering, but at the same time disgusting.

have a good night everyone, and maybe ill see some of you around.
i encourage any of the fuckers that have problems with me, to please talk to me next time you see me, i think you might be surprised.

take care.
seth.
 
     
 
time for a pop quiz.   
07:31pm 11/08/2003
  [question]
who checks my live journal every 5 min. to see if i wrote something new, or if some idiotic inane comment was made?


[answer]
you do.


even if you answered correctly you fail. [at life]
 
     
 
   
04:36am 10/08/2003
  killed































seriously.
























killed.








yes
 
     
 
   
12:14am 30/07/2003
  i just emailed Robin. jihadfhfst6uewrioaudha



[if you played a sport, wouldnt it be dumb to have the sport you play, and are amazing at...as your email password? i dunno maybe thats just me]
 
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11:16am 27/07/2003
  old entries are edited. kasjnfkoasfkoahj

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seth is a fag
 
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09:15pm 24/07/2003
  what a stupid day it was today.

hmm...i want to hurt someone. emotionally. something that will make them never forget me, and spend the rest of the year thinking about me, and wanting to be with me. that would be an interesting situation to be in.

in other news... jealousy is stupid and so am i.

thats all i feel like writing, the new thrice album is very good, and produced to perfection, thankfully they didnt over produce it, but frankly...the best album of the year is still deja entendu.

www.everyfortyseconds.com [amazing]
 
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12:31am 09/07/2003
  bang band you are dead.





















die
 
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01:43pm 08/07/2003
  im not feelin the new Bow Wow. he dropped the lil, and i think that was all he had.  
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hey look....   
02:48am 07/07/2003
  booogedy











































muahahaa.






get a fucking life.
 
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bang.   
07:58am 04/07/2003
  being up early after a nice sleep is a great feeling.

anyway...if anyone reading this cares....we [marks the spot] are playing a show this weekend, its tomorrow [saturday the 5th] at the Augusta VFW with some other great bands from around maine.

info is at www.ericrock.com

enjoy the fireworkm tonight.
 
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06:35pm 01/07/2003
  "blah blah blah".

is what everyone is saying, all of the time.
 
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12:03am 30/06/2003
  i just got back from Dennys. and like woah. WWE superstars were there enjoying their meal right next to Wally and I. it was intense. its not like i have any idea who they were, but it was awesome watching everyone else in Dennys flip out and ask for autographs. there was this one dude, who wasnt havin it, and he didnt sign any autographs....or even take any pics, but he said something totally fucking awesome.... this kid was like "hey man, you were awesome tonight!" and the WWE superstar replied "well, i dont have a belt, so im not satisfied" it was fucking awesome. he was like dead serious when he said it, haha i couldnt tell if he was staying in character or if he really wanted to be champ. whatever it was cool and made me laugh really hard.

oh yea....that show on MTV "tough enough" well the girl who won it 2 years who was there, and holy shit...she is so hott [yea i even added the extra T you all are so fond off] im going to go look her name and stuff up after im done writing in here, giving all of you idiots something to do today. i wanted to talk to her, and like try to be serious and ask for her number, but i couldnt....she might have killed me.

i hope all of you have a pleasant day!!
 
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12:07pm 28/06/2003
  well....what else am i supposed to type at 3am?  
     
 
   
12:37pm 25/06/2003
  i hate how, when all of a sudden one person does a survey or quiz or the like in their LJ, suddenly everyone, on everyone's friends list does it, and for the next 3 days all you see is the same fucking quiz.



well, it doesnt bother me that much....but i just wanted to update this morning, and that was the first thing on my mind.
 
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02:18am 25/06/2003
  i think it would be kind of cool, if every time i entered a room, it went "mmmowwww mmmoowww.. chick...chicka..chick...ahhhh" like that song in Ferris Bueller.

i dont know how it would happen, but i bet it would be fucking awesome.
 
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10:10am 24/06/2003
  its the little things in life that should make me happy....

umm, for example, the fact that i can speak without a lisp.
 
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01:57pm 22/06/2003
  a while back we played with this band called Fake ID from mass. they are a really good band, and then they changed their name and singer...and are now going by the name The Drive. this week they posted some mp3s from their recent studio sessions at Big Sound, and its fucking great.

check them out if you have a few min.

www.thedriverock.com
 
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01:44am 22/06/2003
  it was about a year ago today, that i embarked on the journey to Portland Oregon with Robin.

wow, what a waste this past year has been.

it looks like im moving into my parents house soon. interesting. at least i will save a lot of money on rent.
 
     
 
   
01:13pm 18/06/2003
  deja entendu is the greatest record ever. and makes whatever you are listening to right now obsolete.  
     
 
   
02:44am 15/06/2003
  i look at her like nobody else has.

yea well...thats mainly because i still love her. duh.